About Me  

I'm joining Service Space because ... I have always been drawn to the idea of serving. I have been a karma yogi all my life and would like to keep that a practice in professional arena as well

A good day to me is when ... I learn something from any mistake and take it as a learning. When my attitude is forgiving and when I can remember the higher truth of life in most of things I do as opposed to I my me mine attitude

My hero in life is ...Yogananda and many more

My favorite book is ...Life!!

One thing I'm grateful for is ... To have found like minded souls and have the guidance in life to follow truth

"I Seem To Be Called Ted"

Feb 07, 2019, 10 smiles [At Awakin Santa Clara, you would see Ted do so many little things, from the dimming the lights to organizing Smile Cards stuffing. And in each circle, he starts with his trademark "I seem to be called Ted" opening. This week, he expanded on that. See below for the transcript from last night's share. ] I seem to be called Ted and, and so the first thing that struck me is that, you know, Ted is a label. It's a role that I play. It's something that exists only in this lifetime. Ted didn't exist in any past lifetime. Ted's not going to exist in any future lifetime. And that brings up the, the realization that all of the things in our LinkedIn profile, the jobs, the roles that I've played, everything like that can be seen as just conditioning. Those causes and conditions happened, and now I have something to ... Read Full Story

At The Edges Of Our Generosity

Jan 31, 2019, 2 comments, 6 smiles [We had a very powerful share at last night's Awakin Circle around generosity, and it made us all feel into how, without any coercive effort, an organic safe space is created among us -- a space that is able to lovingly hold so many journeys. Thank you, all!] I tend to freeze up and get a little scattered when I am talking to a lot of people, so I wrote down what I have to say, 'cause I did have something I wanted to say. I'm suffering deeply and I'm unable to extend generosity to others at this moment. So much has been stolen from my body and soul a few months ago that I spend most of my day trying to regenerate my relationship with my limbs and organs. I think in times of deep trauma, sometimes the most amount of generosity you can extend is just giving yourself enough room for ... Read Full Story

Who Are Our Neighbors?

Dec 27, 2018, 6 comments, 13 smiles [At yesterday's Awakin Circle in Santa Clara, the passage, "Who Is My Neighbor?" prompted so many touching reflections! Below are a couple of them, from Jyoti and Aryae.] Jyoti: I've got so many stories on this one. One of my aunts passed away earlier this week, and she had lived in the same gated community in Pune for over 50 years. Her husband was a doctor and made house calls during the day. So they knew everybody in the neighborhood. To this day, like until the week before she passed away, she would sit in her room facing the outside and socialize with the people who went past. She would check in to see how they were doing, and what was going on, and offer whatever help she could. We lived in a different town in Delhi, she was in Pune. But her generosity and connections went past these borders. Her friends ... Read Full Story

Long Arcs Of Time

Aug 09, 2018, 9 smiles [At last night's Awakin Santa Clara, Somik shared this powerful story, prompted by the passage, Stop The War.] I really appreciated this passage; in particular, how skillfully the author shifted the focus from the external war to the internal war. That's where the entire juice is. What really struck me in the passage was the way he said, "The way to transcend the war is through developing understanding." I was asking myself, "Well, what is that understanding?" In my own life, I find that whenever I've been at war, the only thing that's helped me move forward is to get very clear about what's real and what's not real. I find that this whole world in our heads is full of constructs that have no reality, and yet that pretty much shapes our decision making. At the same time, our bodies are receptacles of wisdom. We are only now discovering that there are 10 million ... Read Full Story

Sacred Imperfection, A Talk By Bonnie Rose

Jun 21, 2018, 1 comments, 11 smiles [Below is the transcript of a talk that Rev. Bonnie Rose delivered at our Awakin Circle in Santa Clara last night.] I think I am going to speak about 'Sacred Imperfection' today. I was sitting here meditating, thinking why did I pick something so hard? :) It occurred to me that my whole life, particularly as a minister, there's been a lot of pressure to be a certain way my whole life. I've been trying to get it right and finally be perfect enough to be a really good minister. And what I've discovered in the last couple of years as I've grown more and meditated more deeply -- also through a lot of the values that I've practiced because of ServiceSpace -- that a lot of the secret of my success is failure. Which is odd. It's a paradox. And actually getting it wrong is as good as getting it right ... Read Full Story

A Laugh With This Being

May 02, 2018, 2 comments, 15 smiles [A powerful story shared by Nisha at last week's Awakin Circle in Santa Clara, where the weekly passage (read by Donna!) was on 'Recycling Karmic Trash'.] Hi, my name is Nisha. An example that comes to mind for me is we were at a two-day community retreat in London. (We're visiting from London, and this is our first time to be at the Awakin Circle here. It's quite a blessing to be here). So, part of that day-long retreat was that everyone got a gift bag that volunteers had put together, and each person had to go out into the streets and find a homeless person to give this bag. Now Anil, who's my husband, drives to work and he couldn't find a homeless person. On my commute to work, there were loads of homeless people. So I took this bag and went off to work. But, I just couldn't find any ... Read Full Story

What My Son Told Me In Vegas

Mar 31, 2018, 1 comments, 10 smiles [An open-hearted share at this Wednesday's Awakin Circle.] Hello, my name is Manny, and this is my first time here. I have meditated in silence at various places, but the energy here is different. Thank you. When I heard this week's passage on wonder, my mind went to something I often wonder about -- what would it be like to be in someone else's shoes? I want to share a story about it, that planted that question deep within myself. Before I started meditating, I was pretty much a zero compassion guy. I had anger, frustration, zero patience with people. I mean I would just get angry without notice. I remember, we were on vacation in Vegas, eating at a restaurant with my kids. One thing after another, I got really angry at the hostess. I was hungry, cranky and so many reasons, but I got so angry that we ... Read Full Story

Two Stories Of Kindness I Won't Forget

Feb 12, 2018, 2 comments, 15 smiles [Beautiful story that was shared recently at our local Awakin Circle.] Hi, my name is Arvind. This is my second time joining this circle, but before speaking on the topic, I just want to say that I came in here feel very heavy hearted and right now, I'm feeling very light hearted. I don't know how that happened, but thank you. So, I don't know if this is spiritual activism or not, but here are two stories I won't forget. One I received, and another I offered. I remember, on second day in the United States, more than 20 years ago, I was driving out. Now, I thought, "If I get lost, I can just stop a tea shop or somewhere and figure it out. Like how we do in India." So I didn't do any homework. And here, all roads look alike. No GPS. I have a little baby in the back, ... Read Full Story

What *Really* Breaks Your Heart?

Feb 09, 2018, 3 comments, 17 smiles [Last Wednesday's beautiful opening by our former summer intern!] Hi, my name is Priya. When I first read the passage, I wanted to make sure that it was something that a 21 year old could kind of speak to all of you who have been through much more than I have. As I was reading the article, sitting with my mom and my siblings in the living room, I decided to read it out loud. I kept nodding along even vocally saying like, yeah, that really makes sense. It was really resonating. But then, when I went upstairs later, my Dad and I started talking about it article and we ended up kind of disagreeing about what the article means. What breaks your heart? There are so many injustices in the world, whether it's about education system or universal healthcare foreign policy or whatever it is -- so many things that break ... Read Full Story

In The Kitchen With My Granddaughters

Jan 12, 2018, 1 comments, 12 smiles [Below is a touching story that Linda shared about her granddaughters and the topic of "spiritual partnership" at Wednesday's Awakin Circle in Santa Clara.] One day, I was in the kitchen, and our granddaughters were visiting us. They were pretty young, maybe 10 and 12, or maybe 8 and 10. They're sitting in the kitchen, and I'm making some food. I think I was making a smoothie. But I was in a hurry, and I had gotten caught in a frightened part of myself that was impatient and trying to get things done quick. I'm just running around the kitchen trying to get everything done. So my granddaughters are sitting in the kitchen, and I could see out of the corner of my eye that they're whispering to each other. Then, the older one says, "Grandma, I think you're in a frightened part of your personality right now." It made me laugh so hard that ... Read Full Story