HeArt Circle: Free Association
Posted by Trupti Pandya on Sep 18, 2019
Reflecting on the word ‘UNIVERSE’ which came to him he shared how he was taken back to his teenage days where except for the rainy days he used to sleep on the terrace and look at the sky and the stars. That memory, that home, has been very close to his heart. That age where he did not have to worry about “becoming” anything and rather enjoyed the simple joys of life. His happiness quotient was overflowing with the flow of memories. The insight here was that inspite of an individual journey of sitting and reflecting in silence, what mattered was the presence of each one.
Manali wrote a beautiful poetry on the toil that she goes through in being in the ‘NOW’ while the mind constantly tries to oscillate between the past and the future. Below is what she wrote.
“Dearest ‘NOW’ I don’t understand to achieve you ‘HOW’
Sometimes I feel you in the moment, sometimes you beam for hours.
It Is difficult to know whether it is about time or you are yourself ‘TIME’.
Are you here right now; YES. Then why the wrong past and future keeps hanging on!
Life is you and you are with me then why is this unknown fear!
I think you are too small to be felt; maybe that’s why we fail to experience you.
But in this failure too you are there noticing us.
NOW NOW NOW We don’t understand this is HOW!!!”
Another Heartist, Radhika got the word ‘MAGIC’ who chose to share her experience in silence and gave us the opportunity to witness the magic that she created with her clay work. Dwani who was a first-timer got the word YOU. She wanted to draw a mirror and a lot of other things that were coming to her mind. It was inter then eared it all.
Shruti, our youngest artist shared how excited she is to use all the art material that is in front of her. The word she got was ‘NATURE’ which she beautifully depicted with a tree on a windy night with a moon silently withstanding it.
Jaimit correlated various shades of a leaf with the JOURNEY of one’s life and how a variety of experiences at various stages of our lives shapes us. While he was coloring he realized that ones the empty spaces are filled with colours you cannot ‘undo’ them which is how it is in real life also. What is gone is what we can embrace gracefully and what is going to come, we can be aware of what kind of colours we want to fill in.
Siddharth shared how grateful he was feeling with the word that he chose or maybe the word who chose him. His reflection on TIME-TIMELESSNESS came in the form of beautiful poetry:
"As I close my eyes, I dive into emptiness
Beyond the mundane world of name and form
There lies within me a seed, waiting to be born
When the time is right, it blossoms into timelessness.
This beauty that surrounds me, how ephemeral it is.
For a moment it exists, the next to be gone.
I remain bewildered by the mystery of time.
It is linear or is it circular?
But the answer hides within the question.
Because the worlds are seen as a play of duality.
And time is just a happening in timelessness,
Beginning and ending, no beginning, no end.
When I open my eyes, nothing has changed.
And yet everything has never been more alive.
As I gaze from this vastness, time flies.
Now I am free as a bird dancing in the sky.
Thanks to impermanence that everything is possible.
This grace that I have fallen into.
And tears of ecstasy washing away, ruins of time.
I dissolve in timelessness, not in time."
In conclusion to what all emerged in the circle especially in reference to impermanence that life brings Lokesh shared a beautiful quote which said, “Death is inevitable but die like a ripened fruit.” Hope we all die like a ripened fruit and may the seeds of our soul blossom into much love and compassion in the world.